i need that closure.. The love i have for you is unhealthy, becuase i would do anything in the world for you, and you wont do the same. I would die for you........ I think thats all i need, to let you go. I need you to tell me you never want me again and its okay for me to love someone else. i dont want to let you go in a way, :/ but i cant hold on to something i want so badly but know i’ll never have, you chose him, and lost me….then lost him. I want you, i need you… Garenteed i will love you more then anyone else. But i have to talk to you, and you need to let me go. I have someone waiting for me, and its not fair to them the way i feel for you, when i should feel that way for her.........
So there’s an “FTM” Bashing me for being ftm? :S LMAO :S:S:S fucking stupid anon. Just cuz they can’t man up enough to actully say it… gotta hide likka coward. Try not being anon ya fuckin pussy …and being an FTM yourself your dissing you?….wtf Make sense …? not really lmao. LOL i find it funny when people waist their time trying to “bash” me…. When i have no idea who the fuck you are & could care less about what your random ass thinks of my transition…. hahaha! like wtf LMAO
I lit a candle for you tonight ....:::: "268"4life.
I got that call….my heart literally dropped, I was in shock. I’ve known you since I was a little kid, and knowing that you’re gone is heartbreaking, i have no one to talk to, no one whom i can confide in.
I remember the last time I saw you, you were wearing that black Narvana shirt, you just got a new pair of stupid green converse shoes. we walked you home so you could put them at your house… Your hair was blonde, and curly, your lip ring distracted my when you spoke, thinking back now i wish i would have listened to ever beautiful word you said. :(
We laid in the grass… letting the sun beat down on us, talking about how we were going to have a house in costa rica with a pet tiger….talking about that our lady peace concert you wanted to go to soo verey badly.
I miss you so much, its killing me. It doesnt just go away, it doesnt just stop…it just fades, but not even i dont want anything to fade when it comes to you. You have faded comepletely out of my life, isnt that enough. Happy BirthdayMar………I let a candle for you, i will keep it lit untill it fades away, kinda like you did. I love you so much. You will forever remain a part of me Love your best friend Tyler. ”268”4life.
Today would be a good day to express any feelings you’ve been holding back from someone you care about.
Your Love Horoscope
Your romantic relationships are leaving you a little confused right now, Leo, and this may be because you are putting your energy into the wrong situation. Though this situation may have seemed fun and appealing at first, it is restricting your need for personal freedom and adventure. This is creating a disconnect for you, and you are going to experience a need for some me time as a result. This does not mean you have to put an end to something, you simply need some freedom and time to explore your love for adventure and freedom. So long as you don’t withdraw too completely, you will find that your romantic needs are met if you put your energy towards your own needs as well.
There you go in your answer, feeling sorry for yourself. TAKE ME OUT OF THE FUCKING EQUATION cause guess what I'm not in it. This isnt about me. This is about you, taking advantage of someone that has a good heart! Jen's screwed you before you really think she wont do it again?! Kate would never do that! You're impossible! You dont think of the consequences. You told me you wouldnt hurt her.. well news flash, thats exactly what your doing.
you know what, you have no idea, you just have ur little friend giving you info… what ever fuck off to the both of you.
Are you fucking stupid? Do you realize how she fought to keep you in her life. You promised me you would take care of her and not fuck up the way I did... And what are you doing?! Exactly what you said you wouldn't. Her and I aren't friends anymore, that was my doing. And you walking away from her, that's gonna be your doing. Don't be so fucking dumb. If you like her, stop being a fucking pussy and get off your ass and do something about it. Don't hurt her because your insecurities. Don't be a damn fool, I've seen the bitches you've had in your life, why the fuck would you throw away the one good one!
ummm…i lost my sister?…Y.O.U i apparently was the cause of ur friendship breaking up ness, which she always said i wasnt, aparently now it is my fault.? I’m hurting a few ppl and not even meaning too:/ im not doing this.. ..im so … im not doing anything with anyone ever again.
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wow...just WOW. that was an amazing video, you are so so brave :]
[i'm the anon, case you couldn't tell lol]
and idk, haha i just didn't want you to think i was some weirdo or somethin...lol
i was merely curious because i read usually most of all your posts n stuff
lol. yeah tis an intense vid. You should look it up;; FTM on youtube. As for my transition; Right now im on hormone blockers & im waiting for my namechange to go through, and then i have to wait a year “and live as Tyler” in the eye of the public or what ev…like really a year?! ugh! And then i get my letter for Testosterone injections!, Then the changes realllly start! :D I wouldnt ever think your weird haha, i enjoy when people ask. ;b I read most of your stuff too lol. :)
okay sooo... you're a girl trying to transition into a guy correct?
that's pretty interesting, i've never actually talked to someone who was actually going thru that.
and i just lol'd reading that you lol'd.
[seriously tho, i did lol]
sooooo wait...how do you have a kid?? well..not HOW, but did you carry the baby??
sorry sorry i'm being nosy lol
"the situation" would of never happened if you didn't lie to everyone?.
maybe if u treated people the way u say ur going to, and be true to ur word, you wouldn't have this problem?... but thanks for ignoring me all day- once again... when you clearly had internet to tumblr and facebook- just still cant find time to make any effort?.. fine- i'll start being a fuckin dick like you then
kaitlyn..”the situation”..do you even know wtf im talking about, cuz i didnt lie? :Z why do you ALWAYS start shit with me..thats so dumb. you need to relaxxxx….really.