In all honesty I’m so mentally unstable right now. I think I need to go off alone and die somewhere :/
I’m not saying this for attention, nor am i looking for ppm to say it’s okay it will be better …I don’t care anymore.. I’m trying and giving up all hope rapidly. I think I’m on a path to self-destruction and I scared an ready all at the same time. I just can’t wait for the ‘at peace’ part .
Past relationships have reaaaallly fucked me up Usually im the type of guy that always has a girlfriend… …..At this point I’m so turned off of relationships… It not that i dont want to be with anyone ever again… is it?… I mean i just get sik of trying and putting every emotion i have into it, if i just get fuct over in the end.